I can't find myself. I close my eyes and all I see is my heart roaming through these unfamiliar dark forests.
These forests that accommodate beasts that mean me no good.
These beasts that men have created out of greed and ungodliness, I am lost.
I have lost myself to the deeds of the world; the pursuit of the so called finer things have left me with no choice than to exchange my happy soul for an unfulfilled one.
O' dear, I have walked all there is to walk on this globe and seen all there is to see yet, I can't find myself; In truth and in deeds, in peace and in transparency. My life has no record of these things, they are new to my ears; whether they actually exist or not , I am yet to see.
Seeking myself has been my focus since birth, and has landed me in places I should not be. Places that has all sorts of bitter things that appears beautiful before the eyes of men. I have seen love turn to hate and witnessed how the negative things and unworthy lifestyle turned into things more appreciable amongst the sons and daughters of men.
Oh my, I have seen so much dirt regarded as beauty, hate addressed as love, ignorance presented as knowledge and foolishness attached to wisdom. Indeed I have seen myself fall short of the glory I hear of, whatever it means I am sure it is a good thing. I'm yet to discover that too.
Oh father, I have come to You. You who comfort them that need it, You who wipe tears from the eyes of them that cry out to You, You who accept and accommodate the homeless. The creator of the universe's greatest wonders.
Oh yes, I have heard of You father, and I know your power. I am very much aware of the fact that the turn out of my life was so, so that Your name will be glorified.
I have come to You, wash me, cleanse and make me whole; I met a little man inside me and he directed me to Your presence.
He told me that until I seek and find You, I will never find the me I sort after.
It is with this that I have come to you, to open my eyes and let me see myself in you.
I am the lost soul that needs You.
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